So hello there,

Basically i've forgotten about u(opps) but i realised that i do read up my blog once in a while thus i'd like to blog a little.

Hmm, firstly, 2017 has been a really life changing year for me. I lost someone dear to me, i got engaged and most importantly, i learn to be a better muslim.

She was a wonderful and amazing lady, she never cried though she went through so much pain. She was forgiving, never holds a grudge and allah loves her more because she was that wonderful. That was the moment i felt our lives were so fragile and we might never know when and how our death would be. Any moment could be our last or our love one's. i will remember every single detail from the day she was admitted, to the call i got when i touchdown from a saigon turn( hoping that she wld get better). the uber ride seemed so long and when i got there, she was sleeping. After a few hours, i went in and we talked, i hold her hand. She told me she was sweating so i fan her for hours without feeling tired. She thanked me and i wanted to cry so badly but i had to be strong.

Im so lucky have met such a lovely woman that has raised a gentleman whom i call my fiancé now.

You will never know how thankful i am to allah for bringing my fiancé into my life and to have chose him to be my fiancé.

I've waited for so long. I never wanted to be attached to someone because to me, i want you to love me even when i'm ugly, sick, old and bedridden. Not only when i'm healthy and young. I knew all these since i was a child. That was why i chose to not be attached but allah opened up my heart to this wonderful guy. I still dont know if he might be up for all of that but insyallah he will be the one i spend the rest of my life with. Alhamdulillah, good things happens to good people.

Thank you muhd asri for not giving up on me. You are an amazing guy.
Insyallah u will remain as amazing as you are now to me till my last breath. Amin.

Currently, im on my queen size bed, all wrapped up in my blanket, in maldives (bandos) and i got a strong feeling its raining outside :p

So i came across a blog and she had her first layover due to some aircraft reasons made me realize sometimes i got complacent and not be excited abt layovers anymore. More often then not, we always get aussie flts, and some of the countries, we've been there a couple of times that we dont find some things there are different. Like some of the home brand(basically a copy hahaha)

And most of the time we just want to slp and slp cus my whole body is always aching! :/
But! I shall try my best to drag myself out and take more pics even if the other crew will ve judging me cus for example aussie, we got only the minimum rest there and nearly every other mth we would get aussie, we dont really dress up there:D

So maldives is pretty as always

Took a couple of pics but cant upload it here so pls refer to my ig hahahaha

Alright, got to slp now! Have to wake up 8:30am tmr

I guess I accidentally deleted my google plus app thus my pics arent backed up here
So,  it has been quite a while.

Im currently in frankfurt germany now at 11:30pm
Before this i was in munich for 3-4days?

Came back from my aweesome holiday to london and paris with my parents

I will try to upload the pics soon!

Frankfurt, wat i did today hmm, nth much, went to vape shop here, not really interested in it. Hours spent there. Pfft.

Gonna watch greys and nightss!

So im stuck here in NYC, initially my eardrums r swollen so tge doctor gave me anti biotics and so flu meds. And 3days mc, but then the 3rd day, i got a asthma attack! Like really cant breathe. Really scary. Didnt slp the whole night and i tried calling the doc but after about an hr, doc levine is super nice. He told me that if my ventoline inhaler doesnt work, i have to use the nebulizer and he couldnt bring it over to my room thus i have to go over to his office or hosp. Of cus i chose his office which was supposedly close. He is so nice. Check on me and everything, when i took the nebulizer, i started getting fever. Idky. So my fever spiked. Took meds, nap for about an hr in his office while he went to see other patient. Woke up, puke and he came back to gave me another nebulizer. I couldnt eat anything, only had 2 pieces of nuggets for lunch. What a day. 

My mum and i baked kek buah kukus( steamed fruit cake) which is realllyyy sinfully goooodddd but! The time taken for the preparation and actual cooking time is longggggg! Altogether about 6hrs? 4hrs is the cooking time. I have been watch a lot of greyssss that i realised, baking this cake is similar to patient, checking it every 30 mins if the water is enough and its heat is on the right track bla3, so much attention! Haha

Is it just me or the weather is soooo warm! i know i shldnt complain and all but this is what i think and feel. Its a lazy day again for me. At least i helped  out with the cake! =D

Actually i need to clean up my room. It is realllllyyy a mess, huge mess hahaha! Im guessing a guy is neater than me :x

Okay mayb i should start now cus tmr i'll b going out the whole day and the following day im off to hkg again and then to san fran!! Long time no see!  I shall make it a point to eat at the cheesecake factory no matter what!!!! I have a feeling no one wana go to factory outlet so i'll search what i can do there and in hongkong too (: ouh and if you're thinking disneyland, ive went and waste my money on the tix so nehhh, other ride stuff, never on my list hehehehe! Coward me, i know.

Gotta spruce up my room now! Xoxo!
 Well said.

3rd night in milano!

So today im in milan,italy.
Weather is awesomest hahhaa and today! Hmph! I missed lunch!!
Luckly my mummy ta bao some food. Didnt had time to eat anything earlier on. Anw, so after i bathe, had my meal while watching greys, i wanted to have a quick nap cus i didnt get to slp at all in flight. Then i knocked out hahaha! Meeting at 1, woke up at 1:45 omg, mini heart attack.
So had to grab my own lunch. However i totally forgot bout their lunch break for restaurants. So at 2-3, restaurants are close. So i went to the supermarket. Bought lots of fooooddd! For lunch and tmr's bf. I really hate eating alone so i'd rather ta bao.

Ouh and yes, met this girl for dinner which i regretted. I mean really, u wana bore me with u being so senior?! Babe, get a life. I dgas. 1stly, u'r not tt senior. Ur time and my time is the same. Go away. Shoo. Maybe cus im lacked of slp, totally cant tolerate her. She kept answering for me. Im not u. Obviously. Shut up. Oh man, i shld stop. Theres always karma.

And i have to tolerate her tmr, damn. She's an ass. Kept conplaining she didnt eat the whole day and herlast meal was supper, alrdy technically 24hrs bla3, babe, u'r not skinny, so shut it, idgad. Mayb u shldnt even eat dinner. Wtv.

Anw, on a happier note, chique terre tmr!! Excited me! But not the journey. 3hrs and i have motion sickness hahahaha! With no air sickness bag. Good luck, to the person seating beside me hahahahaha!!!  :p

I love my new hair just tt i like it shorter.

Basically i did nth tday.